2 days ago he tried to tell me he loved me.
all i could say was.."i don't know"
now he is gone.
and i miss him so much.
i want to call him and tell him stupid things like:
"hows the cactus? i was just wondering cause i had a dream that i killed my lucky bamboo"
but then i figure it will get an annoying
and i don't want to be an annoyance
i have so much freedom now
but i want him to come back and take it away
i want to hug him again
i want to hold him tight
i miss my bestfriend
i miss him so bad.
so bad.
so
bad.